Alas, it is inevitable. Everything seems to change all at once too, it’s hard to adjust and feel sane sometimes. The security that you feel before is now gone and you find yourself trying anything to fit back in and feel safe, I always end up looking stupid and needy. Telling yourself everything will be alright is a rocky road to go down, you live in a world of ignorance and then suddenly it all changes dramatically and you’re left feeling sorry for yourself and wondering why you even bother in the first place.